Ups, downs and up again.
There's been a lot of ups and downs since the last update.
I had arrived in Singapore (up), with lack of sleep and energy (down) managed to celebrate the most joyous 25 wedding anniversary of my parents (major up). We then flew to Penang and then later a coach to KL(up). Though my dad had difficulties with voice projection and food (down), it was a wonderful time of catching with friends as well as an encouraging time of ministry (UP UP).
The remainder of my short time (down) in Singapore was slightly more relaxing (up) where we were able to spend more time together (up up up) and just enjoy the small joys of being back in Singapore (up). Then I had to come back to London (DOWN).
It was terribly painful dragging myself back to school even though it was actually a good day. I even had some road workers sing to me on my way home from school which was surprising. Anyway... going back to school is a complicated emotion so we'll not dwell on that. I'm guessing that the majority of people reading this are more concerned about how my dad is doing.
The last time I talked to them, I think we were all a little discouraged because all the weight that my dad had worked so hard to put on in the last couple of weeks had been lost. More supplements and not-so-nice-to-eat stuff are pouring in from friends and doctors and non-doctors which is a little daunting. My parents were telling me about how much some of these things costs and I dare not repeat. It has been overwhelming in a good as well as a bad way I suppose. On one hand, we are so grateful for the endless support of friends during this time and on the other hand, there is a lot to take in and weigh in terms of what should be eaten and not. With advice coming from all directions and what feels like a constant stream, I think my mum would especially appreciate prayer for wisdom in knowing what advice to accept and what advice to disregard.
For my dad, you may have heard that it was confirmed on the morning of the anniversary party that he has hepatitis C and liver cirrhosis. I believe I wrote a short update on that in my last blog. The doctors are a little concerned about his recent weight loss, especially if it is the cancer that is eating into him. We can't do a proper scan until June though as the radio therapy must still be given time to have full effect. Please do continue to pray for this. Pray especially for his strength as both my parents will be returning to the UK at the end of the month. I believe it is terribly selfish of me to wish them here, especially if the long flight takes its toll on them, but I am missing them terribly and am ready give up living on my own.
My dad is still planning to fly to Canada in May also to do some training sessions. Plans are also being made for the summer and even, I believe, some meetings in Egypt in November. Of course, we're leaving all these things to the Lord so please do pray with us for this year's uncertain itinerary. I would appreciate particular prayer as I continue to struggle towards the end of this teacher training. Lord willing, I will finish in June at which time I will follow my parents back to Singapore and Manila. After that, however, is still in the Lord's hands and out of my logical mind.
Thank you all for praying. I was particularly moved by your support at the anniversary party. It was difficult to hold the tears back as you shared of God's unfailing faithfulness, mercy and love through the years. Praise the Lord! Though the road be hard and everyday I am tempted to turn back, there is comfort in the knowledge of the hope that is in Christ. Thank you for constantly reminding me and pushing onwards and upwards. The Lord, my God is good and His mercies endure forever.(UP)
