Friday, February 18, 2011

Re: Short Good News Flash!

Fantastic! He is so reliable!

KehChing Yeoh

On Feb 18, 2011, at 12:02 PM, Debbie Gan <doulos.girl@gmail.com> wrote:

Hello my dearest praying friend!

Rejoice with me in this answer to prayer that God has provided my visa! Considering that the Australian immigration department didn't even know that I had rescheduled my ticket to arrive into Melbourne on the 2nd of March 2011, I find it incredibly appropriate that my visa lasts for exactly one year (i.e. it expires on 2 March 2012). In any case, I am so grateful to the Lord for this. I am continuing to appreciate His amazing timing. Not only was I given this blessing of being able to catch up with more people and better still, my parents as they arrive into Singapore this coming Wednesday (23 Feb) but that my visa is also granted early enough that I don't need to worry about it for the rest of my stay here.

Yup! Praise the Lord indeed for His exceedingly great goodness! He knows what is best even when I didn't feel that it was best. It is a reminder once again that His ways are higher than ours, His thoughts exceedingly higher. It is a great comfort to have gotten this news today and of course, this is in no way the end of my challenges but having experienced His faithfulness once again, it certainly does something to spur me onwards.

Thank you so much for praying with me. I know that your prayers were no small part of God's answer.

Grateful,

Debbie

'O taste and see that the Lord is good! Happy is the man who takes refuge in Him!' -Psalm 34:8
 

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Short Good News Flash!

Hello my dearest praying friend!

Rejoice with me in this answer to prayer that God has provided my visa! Considering that the Australian immigration department didn't even know that I had rescheduled my ticket to arrive into Melbourne on the 2nd of March 2011, I find it incredibly appropriate that my visa lasts for exactly one year (i.e. it expires on 2 March 2012). In any case, I am so grateful to the Lord for this. I am continuing to appreciate His amazing timing. Not only was I given this blessing of being able to catch up with more people and better still, my parents as they arrive into Singapore this coming Wednesday (23 Feb) but that my visa is also granted early enough that I don't need to worry about it for the rest of my stay here.

Yup! Praise the Lord indeed for His exceedingly great goodness! He knows what is best even when I didn't feel that it was best. It is a reminder once again that His ways are higher than ours, His thoughts exceedingly higher. It is a great comfort to have gotten this news today and of course, this is in no way the end of my challenges but having experienced His faithfulness once again, it certainly does something to spur me onwards.

Thank you so much for praying with me. I know that your prayers were no small part of God's answer.

Grateful,

Debbie

'O taste and see that the Lord is good! Happy is the man who takes refuge in Him!' -Psalm 34:8
 

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Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Fear in the Waiting Room

Sometimes life feels like one big waiting room or maybe like a series of waiting rooms. You know? Like I'm on one side of a door which I know I will be going through soon and trying to imagine what exactly awaits me on the other side. Have you ever seen 'Finding Nemo'? Sometimes I feel like I'm that kid waiting to see the dentist on one side of the door and then through the glass fish tank I notice a dentist trying to hold some poor innocent girl down to the chair while she screams endlessly... okay, so I don't feel EXACTLY like that (and we know from that movie that the little girl isn't THAT innocent) but I think you get the idea. The wait isn't all bad. With those magazines to keep you entertained or if you've got something like an iPhone or iPad... though that's beside the point. When doubt or fear is present, the wait can become excruciating and then you become the kid that doesn't want to see the dentist anymore. I just want to clarify that I'm not afraid of dentists. My aunt is a dentist and my visits to her have so far never been horrible... or at least not to my recollection. 

I guess since being delayed in Singapore which I am discovering more and more as a blessing in disguise through being able to meet up with different people and having some extra time to just be still before the Lord. Saying that, I also wanted to share about the moments where I have also seriously doubted the decisions that I've made, been making and are still needing to make. Sometimes someone just says something, meant with the best of intentions, or something happens that just suddenly makes me want to "give up" as it were. It sounds a little ridiculous doesn't it? It does now but those doubts were not THAT ridiculous and even a tiny bit of fear really is paralyzing. 

So yes. It may be true that this is too much for me. It may be true that I am not ready for it. it may be true that I am too young. It may be true that I have no experience. It may be true that what awaits me beyond today is not what I expect. BUT does that mean that God is not more than enough for me? Does that mean that God is not ready? Does that mean that God cannot use me as I am? Does that mean that just because it is not what I expect that I should not go for it? Does that mean that God is not a God of His word? Of course not! That would be even MORE ridiculous! So you see, it is easy to look at my own limitations (they are too numerous to count) and it is easy to look at all the problems that are before me (you could probably point more out to me than I'm already looking at) but in the light of all that God is, even the obstacles ahead that I cannot see, are nothing.

So, waiting on the other side of the dentist's office is no biggie when you know who the dentist is well enough to trust their gentleness and goodness. I am so grateful to the Lord for that reminder today.

'When my anxious thoughts multiply within me, Thy consolations delight my soul.' -Psalm 94:19




Monday, February 07, 2011

Home is Where the Heart is.

It is a strange feeling to be sitting in my room, staring at the empty walls and realising that it is no longer "my" room. I haven't actually lived in this room for too long but even in the few years that we've been here, I feel like I managed to put my stamp on it. It used to have pictures on the walls and the cupboards of loved ones, of fond memories and of good reminders of God's faithfulness. It used to be full of things that I found useful, pleasant and familiar. It was a place where I could just pop downstairs and have a good chat with mum and dad. It was a place where I could smell dad's good cooking or hear dad's favourite music floating through the air the morning. It was a place where mum would make sure I drank healthy juice in the morning and where she motherly looked after me by doing the laundry. Yup, I was suddenly really sad to leave. Really sad, and honestly, quite scared about where I'm going.

What makes this a home for me? Though I travel quite a lot, in comparison to some (not much in comparison to others), this was a place that I knew I would eventually come back to. In terms of having a place to stay, God has provided some amazingly hospitable friends (you know who you are and I certainly do praise God for you!). I was talking to a mother the other week whose family does a bit of moving around as well and she was saying that she had asked her kids where they thought home was. One was too young to say very much but the older said it was a place where they were all together. It was a place where the family could be together. So, is home for me where I am with my parents? Perhaps home is where one can be oneself or is it a place where one has roots or a definition that I have heard quite frequently is that home is a place where you feel you belong, where you are secure? I wonder that different people have different definitions for a home. 

When people used to ask me where I was from, I would usually say Singapore. My citizenship is there, the majority of my family is there, my roots are from there, I do feel quite comfortable moving around there. What was funny, however, is that when I was there the last couple of months, many people didn't believe that I was local. I had not lived there for the majority of my life and apparently, I had an accent that confirmed that. It was the first time in a long time that I had stayed for such an extended period and though I was very happy to be there I didn't always feel like I belonged there. Someone else just reminded me of a song 'This World is Not My Home. I'm Just Passing Through'. So where is home?

Well, I like the definition that someone gave, "Home is where you are loved". I went to All Souls yesterday in London for church and one of the questions that was asked was, "Are you secure in the unfailing love of Christ?" Is my idea of home dependent on the comfort of the familiar? Is my idea of home dependent on the presence of my parents? If it is, there may be many many moments ahead that I will feel totally homeless. What is my happiness dependent on? What is my security dependent on? What is my sense of belonging dependent on? It is no wonder that when the Psalmist discovers that all that he has, wants and desires is in the Lord Himself that we find that ONE day in His courts is better than a thousand outside (Psalm 84:10). That our true Home is in His presence and no where else. 

'How lovely are Thy dwelling places, O Lord of hosts! My soul longed and even yearned for the courts of the Lord; my heart and my flesh sing for joy to the living God. The bird has also found a home, and the swallow a nest for herself, where she may lay her young, even Thine altars, O Lord of hosts, my King and my God. How blessed are those who dwell in Thy house! They are ever praising Thee.' (Psalm 84:1-4)

Is if 'home' is where the heart is, let our hearts be totally consecrated to God, our treasure. (Matthew 6:21, Luke12:34)

Wednesday, February 02, 2011

Blessed Chinese New Year!

Dearest Friend,


So I just got home from having dinner at Ikea with my Ikea buddy, Vera while many of my other friends around the world are celebrating the eve of Chinese New Year and by the way, BLESSED CHINESE NEW YEAR! I managed to bake a carrot cake yesterday in time for our prayer meeting and tomorrow I'm heading into London to get my hair cut. It's amazing how all of this feels so normal and familiar and yet a new "normal" is in the not too distant future.


Yup, I got home from Mosbach, Germany on Saturday and finally got into the packing spirit on Monday which is why my room is in a live-able state at the moment and while my auto-mode part of me is living in London as I have been for the last 9 years, the moving-on part is realising that I am still waiting for my visa, I am still quite short in terms of my financial support, there have been some issues with my accommodation when I get to Melbourne, there is a lot of packing to do and these are the last days I have with everybody here in London for some time to come. I haven't so quickly forgotten about my time in Germany which was a huge blessing and I wish I had more time and space to tell you of the many things God has been teaching me even in those 12 days. In short, if there was ever a recurring theme in the last two weeks, it would be that God is faithful and as we continue to seek Him and His Word, He will continue to show Himself faithful so yea... that brings me to where I am now, neither settled back in London nor entirely ready for the "big move" as some have called it.


Prayer Point Summary

  • VISA- So far, have not heard back whether my visa has been processed and granted and if I do not get this in time, I will need to re-schedule my flight and stay in Singapore longer. I fly for Singapore on Monday (7th February) and am still hoping to get my visa in time to fly to Melbourne on the following Tuesday (15th February).
  • ACCOMMODATION- Though OM did find accommodation, we later found out that there was no furniture in the room so they kindly found an alternative where I'll be staying with a lady for some time until I can either find another place or get some furniture to move into that flat with two other girls.
  • SUPPORT- I often find it so difficult to talk about support and this certainly is a humbling experience for me even though God has been so faithful in providing thus far. There have been some major gifts and I hope and pray that God will teach me to be a good steward of these as much as the smaller gifts which were given with as much faith if not more. From a distance, I am learning just how expensive it is to stay in Australia and sometimes the thought of finance just brings me down. At the same time, whether rich or poor, God has called me to serve Him and so please pray that I will not lose sight of this but cling to Him that He who has called will also continue to provide for my need.
  • FAMILY- It is not possible for me to write an update and not mention my family. It has been great having this week with them back in London in "normal" mode, watching my dad cook, allowing my mum to give me healthy juice in the morning and so forth. Again, thank you to all who have been praying for my family. My dad's health continues to improve and he definitely looks healthier as he slowly regains weight and energy. I would really ask you to pray now for my mum as her own health issues arises. We are waiting for a letter that will allow my mum to undergo some surgery in order to remove the piles which got worse when we arrived back in London. Both my parents are still planning on flying back to Singapore on 22 February on their way to other places.
As I write all the above, it strikes me that I can write all of this in this time where we are surrounded by much turmoil. While I really do appreciate all your prayers for my family and I and all that is going on in our own little world, please please please do not forget to pray for the wider world that God has placed us in. Just watching the chaos in Egypt earlier today, listening to the radio reports about the blizzards in the States, hearing about more storms in Australia, asking for your prayers over my own small requests feels so selfish. So please pray not for me because I already know that God will take care of my needs but please pray for those that are lost and perishing and that God would also raise up more workers for the harvest even in such a time as this. 

'The earth is the Lord's and all it contains, the world, and those who dwell in it. For He established it upon the rivers. Who may ascend the hill of the Lord? And who may stand in His holy place? He who has clean hands and a pure heart, who has not lifted up his soul to falsehood, and has not sworn deceitfully. He shall receive blessing from the Lord and righteousness from the God of His salvation. This is the generation of those who seek Him, who see Thy face-- even Jacob.
Lift up up your heads, O gates, and be lifted up, O ancient doors, that the King of glory may come in!
Who is King of glory? The Lord, strong and mighty, the Lord mighty in battle.
The Lord of hosts, He is the King of Glory.' 
(Psalm 24:1-8,10)

celebrating the King of Glory this Chinese New Year,
Debbie


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