Where do I begin? To be perfectly honest I don't want to be typing this email even now but I know it has been a while since my last update and I DO want to try and be more consistent.
Again, honestly, my first week back at University has been everything but good. I do have one very nice lecturer who has been consistently understandable and generally nice but it has definitely been a struggle for me to understand the other 3. Even today, the first day of the second week, even the weather was quite miserable. Coming back on the train I nearly passed out from lack of air because of how crowded it was but more specifically because of this one couple that pinned me against the wall cutting off precious air supply. I guess it sounds funny now but at the time I was definitely not a happy bunny.
Even now, I fear I'm still feeling the harsh throbbing in my head and a slight queasiness in my stomach. In short, I'm tired. It sounds so wierd when you think I've just had about a 4 months "break". I'm already looking forward to the Christmas holidays.
I feel like I'm being really selfish and that is never a good thing so please pray for me that I will think more positively and that I will actually be able to understand my lecturers (I'll explain some other time) and of course, most importantly that I will especially draw nearer to God at these times and that I may overcome the flesh.
Good night dearest friends... I am missing you all dearly.
